I feel like a big fat hypocrite for even writing this. At the moment, I could use about six additional hours of sleep, a hot shower, haircut, pedicure, and maybe just a moment or two to myself without a baby grabbing at my chest, a husband asking me a billion questions I don't have the answers to, or a dog begging me for my lunch.
The whole way there I told him, "They're going to tell me I peed myself and send me home. Stop freaking out." Although I was starting to feel light contractions in the car, I was still in denial. Once we got there and registered, I could feel the contractions getting stronger. Dallas was helping me change into a hospital gown when the rest of my water broke all over the bathroom. This time I was sure that I wasn't peeing myself. I looked at him and the nurse and finally admitted, "okay...maybe I'm in labor."
I've decided to start this blog back up because I need more in my life. I always have. This is my creative outlet. And now, more than ever, I have stories to tell. They've been burning up inside me for well over a year, and I'm ready to share.
I honestly thought that was what my college years were for and that I would have my shit together by now, but I was very, very wrong. College gave me a clear-cut path for what my life was supposed to be. It gave me structure with deadlines, course catalogs, assignments, applications, schedules, and attendance policies. And then I graduated, got married, went on my honeymoon, looked around at all my choices and said, "okay, now what?" And the universe gave me white noise.
So, elephant in the room: it's been awhile... I've noticed I do this thing where if my life isn't going well, I shut down. I've heard of fitness bloggers or people who are dieting that do something similar when they have a bad week. They fall off the wagon, don't workout for a week, splurge on pizza, and [...]
Let me say right off the bat that I can only speak about my own experiences. I'm not a fan of articles with lists that tell people how to BE happy, as if there were some magical formula for happiness. I'm not here to preach religion or exercise or some new age book that you [...]
The first thing everyone asks when you get married and come home from your honeymoon is, "how's married life?" If, like me, you were already in a committed, long-term, monogamous relationship and living together you don't really know what to say. You might feel relief from the stress of wedding planning and possibly a bit more touchy-feely [...]
Well hello there. Nice to meet you. My husband has been pushing me to start my own blog for I don't even know how long now. I'm pretty sure the only people who are actually going to read this are him and my parents, but on the off-chance you're not one of the above, welcome [...]